Big Boy Bed!

I can hardly believe that my little baby is almost 2 years old. If feels like just yesterday we brought him home. It is amazing how fast they grow and change. Everyone always says that being a mom is the greatest joy, but it is just something that you don't understand tell you have your own. A mothers love just grows and grows everyday, even on the bad days. When his feelings are hurt it just brakes my heart. The look on his face just make it all the worst. Juan keeps on telling me that when he is a teenager he will have friends and a girlfriend that he will pick her over me. I know the day will come, but I am glad that we still have lots of time before that. I know that more then once he will tell me that he hates me and that I am messing up his life. No matter what I will never turn my back on him and will always love him. I have so much love for Jonathan that it is hard to think that I can love another one so much, but I know I will. It is amazing to think that there will be two little ones in our lifes to share the joy with, and to think of all the things that are to come is greatest thing. There is just no words for it. Posting the picture of his in his big boy bed just made me think of all that there is to come.